So I turned 19 on Saturday which felt superrr weird as it's one step closer to not being a teenager anymore! Wahhh :( In some ways I want to stay young forever because I feel like this time in my life is when I should be living life to the full and taking advantage of everything so when I look back I can say these were the best years of my life.. but on the other hand I'm really loving my life since I've finished education. I feel like I've started growing up because of the responsibility that comes with the internship and my new retail job and I like feeling self-dependent! I didn't think I'd feel this way but it's honestly a relief not to have to rely on my parents as much anymore for little things like lunch money haha! (Of course I still live with them so am blessed to have a hot meal cooked for me at least once a day, and this I have no problem with relying on them for!)
Anyway, my birthday was so much fun, I got lots of lovely presents and was spoilt immensely by my parents :) But the best part was just having everyone I love together in one room. Introducing my family to my church family and my church family to my friends was so great and they all instantly got on which gave me such a warm fuzzy feeling hehe! I honestly can't believe how lucky and blessed I am to have such amazing people in my life. Sorry for all the cliches in this post but I just want to shout about how happy I am!
The first month of the internship at my church has been absolutely flipping mental, with sooo much stuff going on! But it's all paid off and it's been so worth it because we're starting to see such progress in all of our plans for this year. I'm still buzzing off everything God's put on my heart for the year ahead, and I know there's so much more to come from Him that I can't even begin to imagine! I'm really loving working in a church and event planning youth socials and I'm starting to think that maybe God's given me these gifts of passion and organisation for this reason. He's led me to where I am now and it's been pretty good so far so I've just gotta trust Him to take me the rest of the way!
Like usual, I could go on for many more paragraphs but I'm forcing myself to stop now and get some rest :)
Night and God bless, you beautiful people!
